Pagi tadi I dapat satu message dari someone that I'm really2 " MISS SO MUCH ".. Message tu sangat menyentuh my feeling.. When I read that message my tears were going down and I terus menangis.. Nasib baiklah roomate I tak nampak.. I rase, I dengan si dia takkan lame and we never get back like before when first time met. Hurm, entahlah, I pon tak tahu, kenape bole jadi macam tu.. Padahal bende kecik kot.. But, I know, all this happen because my "FAULT".. But, when I want to "APOLOGISE" with him, my voice can't come out :( .. It's so hard to me to do that.. I don't know why I became like that.. Padahal dulu I tak macam ni pon.. But when I met and know him, I'm being like this being a " FEMENIN WOMAN ".. I change my stylish, my manners, slow down my voice.. Walaupon changes nye tak banyak, tapi I really did that. I did just for him and myself. But, I think that he didn't know that he never think that I dah berubah sikit demi sedikit. I don't know kat mane silap nye.. I tak tahu nak buat macam mane lagi sehingga dia bole nampak I betul betul dah berubah. Memang betul cakap dia " DIA MACAM DA TAK KENAL ORANG LAGI DAH " itulah salah satu sentence dia yg pernh bagi kat I dulu. Sungguh terasa dengan ayat ni.. Tapi, if my feel like this and had a heart broken I can still " SMILE " like always :) :)
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